Currently Listening Tha Carter II By Lil Wayne Shooter see related

My hands up, my hands up- they want me with my hands up; I'm the, shooter...

I think it's just my turn to be mad. I take everyone's shit all the time and I don't say anything. Megan can be a bitch whenever, Karen can be a bitch whenever, my mom can be a psycho, and I just let it go, but for once in my goddamn life I think I just want to be mad, whether I'm right or wrong. But I'm pretty sure I'm right. Actually, I'm still pretty sure I don't care either way, not talking my sisters hasn't really changed anything in my life, so whatever. And my mother being mad at me might be a blessing in disguise, maybe she'll leave me alone for more than five fucking seconds at a time. But probably not. Shit, I wish she would learn some passive agressive shit

Currently Listening Lil Weezy Ana, Vol. 1 By Lil Wayne see related

Wow, it defnitely took me like, 15 minutes t figure this fancy new xanag shit out. Talk about intense.

My life is incredibly booring, but I'm pretty happy. I'm working out at the gym 3 days a week, I see my friends all the time, I work like, 2-3 days a week, and I've stopped doing homework, which has done wonders for my sanity! Spring break should actually be amazing, because if I had to go to school today I would have cried. It sucks people's souls out slowly, which can sometimes be aggravating.

This month, coincidentally, is probably the most epicmonth ever because 1st, it includes spring break, 2nd, my birthday is tomorrow and a ton of my friends are all going to ESPN zone to party! And next weekend Katherine. Whitney, and I are all going to see Lil' Wayne and hopefully find attractive black men to marry. Hooray...

So that's my whole life, very insightful. I hope you're happy, Beth!

Currently Listening Clap Your Hands Say Yeah By Clap Your Hands Say Yeah Clap Your Hands see related

I almost judged Beth for conitnuing to post, but then I decided to join with her for at least this once instead of being a bitch. Because Beth's kind of the shit, and I don't give her enough credit. And the past few weeks have been a bitch, and I guess it's nice to vent a little without feeling needy.

I'm done with doing everything for people who don't give a shit. Like, I got rid of those kinds of relationships with my friends, but what do I do when it's someone so close to me? Family means everything to me and I would do ANYTHING for any member of my family, but none of them actually gives a fuck. So fuck that. No more stupid family activities for birthdays and dumb stuff like that where we all sit together and pretend to be really close, when no one actually takes the time to even remotely understand each other. It's like my family takes pride in being the most unnecessarily complicated group of people on earth. No more being there every time thye need someone just for them to tell me I can't really ever understand. And maybe I'll get to the point where I stop hoping, like a dumbass, that they'll maybe understand me one time and respect me. Because that's just silliness.

Whatev yo. One more year, right? Well, 3/4 of a year really. Counting down the days. And then I can just peace out and be done with all that fake shit and drama. 

This week I'm making up tests after school and working. And going to a Halloween party with the foreign kids. And going to voice lessons. And then this weekend there's a basketball game for the foreign kids which I'm going to, and my parents will be out of town which will be really nice. I plan to be out really late those nights. I'll have to hit up Whintey. Or Beth, or Katie since she could just crash at my house and her mom wouldn't know she was out. Anyway, that should be fun. Next weekend is the concert in Philly with my girls! And then, finally, a break from school for a week! And Carlye and Amy are coming!

And Alyssa joined Big Vanilla, so maybe I'll get skinny and marry J.J. Hicks! There's no such thing as being over-optimistic. P.S.- I would never marry J.J. Hicks, so don't freak out, Beth. But he is fine as hell.

Currently Listening Is This It By The Strokes see related

New outlook: This year's going to be fine. I'm just going to get my stuff done and get out of there. School. Gross. Once football season is over, I'll only be working for Talbot's and church, so that will be nice. And so far I haven't seen a class that I think will kill me in homework, so that's good. I get to leave early A days, and I'm enjoying my free period third period B-days. It's frickin' sweet! I'm going to use it to get homework done and work on Business Manager stuff for the Tribruin. Hooray! Besides, B days are pretty awesome for me. First is French where I sit next to Maddy Storck and Louben's in my class (I love that kid, he's hilarious). Then I go to Art History with Beth, Travis, Sarah, Drew, Michelle, and some other fun kids that apparently like me (who knew?) Because they were all like, "Awesome, Catherine's here!" and talking to me the whole time! Hooray. Then I have free period. I just sit in the production lab (which may be getting new couches soon and has a new DVD player as well as speakers that you hook your IPOD up to and it charges it for you while playing your music. It also takes CDs. I'm so excited!) and I go to B Lunch with Laura. Then I go to Statistics. Mr. Jones seems really cool, and Drew Campbell is in my class. We became friends in English last year. I'm sad that I have no classes with Whitney the Slacker OR John Coe. Sucks. But, it's okay. Allison Mattingly and Jack Jeter are in my AP Environmental class, so that should be amazing, and Chris is in my AP Lit class, but we don't sit together! My table sucks. I sit with lots of people I know and don't like. Then Newspaper, which is okay. I'll use the class to actually stay on top of my writing this year (we'll see how that goes...) and I just hang out with maddy Storck because she's awesome. Everyone else, however, makes me want to kill myself. It might just be my least favorite class. Whatev yo.

"We clean up and now it's time to learn"